Re............

 So today I did something unexpected....... I reapplied to KU. Why did I do this?  Well I was in the middle of talking to Brandon about how he needs to take a full time schedule and how he should enroll before the very last day..... and all of a sudden I was retrieving my ku online id..... I don't even know if they will take me back because of my horrible last semester. I really didn't think I would try to get my degree for a long time.  I guess it kinda makes me feel like a failure cause I'm like trying to redo my life or something.  Like I'm asking for another chance to get a useless piece of paper.  It's not like I will be able to find a higher paying job than the one I have now.....but I guess I just want my college years to get wrapped up...... But then what?  I used to have dreams........now I just want to be comfortable..... Well I guess I have dreams..I want to travel!  I would like to have a comfortable home and enough money to take an awesome trip at least once a year... I really want to get out of the country again...it has almost been 4 years....that is tooooooooo long!!!!!  So I guess the point is.....I'm going back to school.....sometime...............if they let me.